I,vebeen laying on ice since yesterday, 2nd lap sat. I rolled a double to get a look at the washed out landing. I had my back and legs locked straight, thinking the jump is nothing, I instantly got a shock in the back and down my left leg. I broke my back in 3 places,grew bone spurs threw the fractures, and spurs went threw my ruptured disk, that was in 96. I worked on the worlds strongest horizontal drill rig at the time, I spent 100 k of my own money,finally I had a surgeon that studies law,because he,s a terrible surgeon. Operate on my back Oct. 02, it just has me freaked out right now. This weekend is the RacerX vet race, and I can,t get socks on.